Archives for April 2014

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Today marks three weeks since we loaded the cars, the trucks and the trailers for Oklahoma.  It wasn’t an overly emotional goodbye to our Arlington home at the time.  Honestly, if things hadn’t been moving at such a frantic pace and had I actually gotten a chance to stop for more than ten minutes and think about all of the moments we shared in that house, the emotions would have completely overwhelmed me.  We bought the house in 2006 and it was everything we wanted.  I envisioned children’s birthday parties, holidays and all of the special times we would have there someday.  The babies arrived in 2009 and 2013, and they came home from the hospital to that house.  It was the site of their first Christmases and so many other firsts.  It was the last house my grandmothers would get to see me in, albeit only in pictures before their passing in 2007.  

Our move to Oklahoma happened so quickly but maybe that’s how it had to be for me to make it through each day of packing, through saying goodbye to our friends and neighbors and even that last day when I picked the boys up from their day care and said farewell to the wonderful teachers who had taken care of, taught and loved them.

Before we drove away for the last time, I got a quick picture of the boys in front of our Texas home.

Before we drove away for the last time, I got a quick picture of the boys in front of our Texas home.

There is a mountain of “stuff” calling my name from my father in-law’s storage buildings.  It’s overwhelming to look at the boxes stacked so high.  Everything from our life in Texas is there.  I am anxious to start weeding through everything into the “keep” and “sell/donate” piles.  When we knew we would be putting the Texas home on the market, we frantically de-cluttered and got a lot of our things out of the house and into storage here.  Those few weeks we were living in the house while it was on the market were actually enjoyable.  I felt like I could breathe.  Getting some of the stuff out of the house was liberating, and with the house clean and picked up constantly for those last-minute showings, our family actually had time to relax a little.  We could sit down and enjoy a movie together or go to Chop House Burgers for Saturday lunch.  I didn’t feel like I was in the bottom of a hole, digging myself out only to have more dirt fall in around me with each bit of progress I made.

My kids, my husband and our time together are worth so much more to me than the “stuff” we had shoved into closets, that overtook the garage, that spilled out into our living spaces.  Less is more when it means you have a better quality of life for yourself and those you love.  Leaving Texas and this move mean we have a fresh start in so many ways.  For that, I am truly thankful.

I bought a book several years ago that I started but never finished.  It is just what I need right now to help get me in the right mindset to tackle those overwhelming stacks of boxes.  Have you heard of “Organized Simplicity” by Tsh Oxenreider?  She’s a blogger I’ve followed for some time and find to be very insightful and inspirational.  She calls her book “the clutter-free approach to intentional living”.  When packing up my books back in Texas, I intentionally held this one out so that I could begin it again.  Only this time, I will finish it.  So I’ll start Part I with “Stuff: Our Modern-Day Slave Master” which describes exactly what I was feeling for so long.  This fresh start in Oklahoma will be wonderful for our family for so many reasons.  I haven’t figured out why exactly God moved us here, but it’s clearly evident that He has a plan and for that, I am thankful and excited.

I have so much to learn and figure out about WordPress, but I just didn’t want to wait any longer to start posting.  I’ve had this need for a creative outlet for weeks now, and I also know this will be a great way to communicate the changes and experiences our family has now that so many family and friends are far away.  Thanks for visiting!

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